Dreaming Always Ends.

I want to let everyone know about the guy that shows up when I close my eyes at night. My dream guy is tall. Tall enough that when I stand next to him I feel like I am small. He is the guy who drives to me because he would rather drive than have me spend money on gas. He grabs my chin when he kisses me and while our lips are still touching he tells me he loves me. I want someone who will give up playing Call of Duty just to sit and talk with me. I want a guy that asks questions. Get to know who I am. Inside and out. I have plenty of secrets that I want to share with that special someone. I want a guy who likes all the weird things about me. One who likes that I would choose a t shirt and sweats over a skirt anyday of the week. I want to be able to be myself and know it's what he still wants. More than anything I want someone that will accept my past. It hasnt been the best and I don't want to hide it. It was my life and I want him to accept me completely. I hope that someday I find this man and I can devote my entire life to loving him. We will see : ] Keep your fingers crossed!
--Alex Michelle

Catch Up Game.

Welcome back everyone. Well these last couple weeks have been so crazy. seriously. Well I am writing Elder Travis Thomas and to me he sounds like we are back together but then to everyone else that he writes I am annoying him? Yes, that pisses me off. To prove to him that he really does love me I am not going to reply to his letter for two weeks. He can suck on that. I am not mad just upset that he think he can do that to me when in reality he cant. Oh well. I still love him. K now for my life here. haha. I have a crush on this kid. his name is Justin. He is very cool. But, nothing like anyone I have every dated. Which I think is one of the reasons that he is the person I am crushing on. so he is cute. maybe I will get a picture and put it up here because that would be romantic. P.s. He is so cute. I asked him what his dream date was and he said to go dancing on a bridge. so I say, lets do it. And now it is all planned out! we are even going to dress up in fancy clothes like cinderella. I already know what I am going to wear! My prom dress that I wore my junior year. I am so excited. This kid is very scared of dating though and says that his biggest fear is commitment. So who knows what will happen but dont worry I will keep you updated! Well I should be getting a letter from Trav on saturday... and we will see what that says. I sent him a valentines package and almost feel dumb for it after reading what he emailed to his best friend Devon. I dont know what to do about that situation. Well I am getting tired and not enoying typing anymore. Love you. Goodnight